Sooooo no. No sketches cause I suck.
Things are... interesting at the moment. I'm kinda stuck between everything possible.
School is at least ok.. and my love life for once is ok..
I am super excited for Midfur in December with Perun
Went to furmeet today. I guess being officially an adult but really still a kid... made it slightly boring. No offense to Canberra furs. I at least had a really nice time with Pursiy and Ancera (?).

Yeah so, for anyone who wasn't already aware, I've come out (what is this, my 5th coming out thing?) As genderqueer. This time I am going a lot slower to put a label on myself though because we all knew what happened when I went around saying "LOOK AT ME I AM A LESBIAN"
I dunno, this just feels really right this time. I feel like something has been missing my entire life.
So I'm Nathan/Nate if anyone feels so inclined.

Other than that things have been relatively sane I suppose. Still.. I am feeling a little bit lost. On the verge of finding myself but still lost.
Hopefully I should get a bit more art up in the next few weeks (But you all know that never happens)

My Love STILL Goes Out To You People.
<3 Nate

I can't believe I have 10,000 pageviews...
And it only took me 3 years. 350 favourites, and almost 60 watchers.
It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I'm so glad that people give a flying about my art.
As such, I want to apologize for not submitting much. Also apologies to Putri, Sacha, Angie and Josh. I WILL get you your drawings, I promise.. I've just been a little busy.
That's all I really wanted to say, just thanks guy.
Thanks.

Yes, you heard me. Comment on this journal and I might give you a free drawing. Just tell me what you want the drawing to be of and if I like it? I'll do it! Should only four people comment on this journal, well, wouldn't you four be lucky. So c'mon guys, free art. Do it.

So I haven't updated in ages. There is some stuff that I put up tonight. Hope it's not too crappy.
Been having a lot of issues. School and relationship things mostly with some family problems thrown into the mix to make things interesting.
I haven't been creating as much as I would have liked to lately, but hopefully that will change.
Just been going to school (mostly anyway) and saving up for MidFur At The Movies in december which I will finally go to this year with my good friend
That's all I've got to say really.
Peace out.

Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4. (exactly my height!)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[x] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment (Astigmatism, lactose intolerance, etc. etc.)
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace. (Not myspace, but met plenty of people from the internet.)
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. (does Munchkin count for this one? )
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[x] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants. (used to)
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic. (used to be)
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.


Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly. (easy when I'm at work )
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.